Life has been good to me. Fresh beginnings can take a toll on the young mind, but mine is old. Being so wise at a young age can be dangerous. Diving myself into friendships. Some won't last, and this I know. One will be there in a way many couldn't. I like this.
Dangerous? Yes. I won't tell why. Maybe I will.
It's hard being the one that must sit and watch people in my life fly away and become people I don't know anymore. It's difficult not having a connection with someone you thought would be in your life forever. It's not my fault. Too many chances that were never taken, and into the blaze they went.
Many people that can't, slash couldn't handle the intensity of my thoughts and feelings. Gone.
I read in a book somewhere that a moment only lasts 9 seconds. This is very relevant in my life. I've had many moments. Some come in at different times. With many success as to what I would say in a moment given, I've also had moments pass without saying a single word.
There is always the hope that people will come back to me. For reasons only they will have to figure out for themselves. I can't see what the future holds. I can only hope that those who are gone will come back. Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow. Someday.
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