How do you survive?

I'm the type of person that likes to observe how people live. How will someone act in a situation? What does their face look like if they're happy? They don't always smile, I see. Many times, a face resembling contentment will take seconds to appear and take the same about of time to instantly fade away. I'm always fascinated by how people choose to make decisions. What provoked them to make up their mind? And why must some people forget to think during decision making? That's always something that has often confused me.

But how can I observe when I can't see a person? How can I answer my own questions about life if life itself makes it makes it impossible to see, or even touch a real, living person? How do I decide what they're doing? When will assumptions turn into truth? How come asking questions has to be so hard? How will I know that I'm making a good judgment, when features of the face and language of the body is nonexistent? Can trust develop between two people when one person lives a great distance away from the other? And if it does, how do you know it'll never be broken?

Why must people run away? From themselves, from others. Is it hard to deal with pain others feel?

Some people believe that when we are sent down to Earth, our bodies (that consist of four arms and four legs, with two faces) are split from each other. Our other halves are called soul mates. This one person is a twin flame or twin soul among others you try to find yourself in. All souls are driven to find this one another to join and become one again.

I don't necessarily believe in such a mystical story, but I do believe soul mates are real, and they don't have to be the person you're in a relationship with either. They can be anywhere. Even when you're not searching for someone to come into your life, they appear suddenly and there's nothing we can do but embrace it, and wish this person never runs away from you. So few come and don't go, so hold to them. Hold on.