It's difficult to do things when I work to much. Working too much leads to getting tired. Getting tired leads to "I have one more thing to do before I go to sleep." I have one more thing to do turns into no sleep what so ever, and pretty soon you're living with insomnia and you have accomplished absolutely nothing.
My final college application is due on October 1st. I have one more thing to do then it all goes in the mail. I could have gotten this done a long time ago, but things happen. I don't have any examples... strange. :/
I'm becoming a Kitchen Manager at work in about a week and a half. This is probably the reason why I have become so tired over a course of months of training for this position.
I have bills. Wow! ... do I have bills.
I paid off my car. I'm pretty enthused about this, but like all cars, once the owner makes the last payment, ... it turns into a piece o' crap.
I paid off ONE... ONE of my student loans. ONE. I still have one more... plus the future bills I will have to pay... hence my saving techniques along with paying recurring bills techniques have gotten rather proportional.
I haven't wrote anything in a VERY long time which leads to my insanity level increasing. Writing keeps me, ... well .. me.
Somehow I feel like I'm standing in a world that's moving around me. A magnificent scene indeed. But still... sad. I'm all alone. Never moving, never doing anything with life... just being. Staying. Still. Hopeful.
Life is okay.
