DISCLAIMER: This has nothing to do with Casimir Pulastei Day. That is all.
Whenever I miss someone there's always a distinct feeling I have. It's almost as if the person I miss is sitting right beside me, but at the same time they're not. The actual meaning of the word. Someone is missing. Beside me. Next to me.
Sometimes I envision myself surrounded with people in my life that I miss. It's quite the sight to see in my eyes. Other times, when I'm in my room alone and thinking about things, I miss the presence of a certain person beside me. Even though I've never actually sat next to that person in real life. I feel as if they are missing in my moment of thinking.
Of course there are many different kinds of missing. I believe the most basic type is missing the idea of someone. "It sure would be great to have them here." No deep level missing, just wishing. There's also a really, really, really deep, sad, and depressing kind of miss. Some people feel it, some people don't. "I miss you." It's that simple, but it takes a certain kind of mind to convert it into what it's true form really means.
The touch of someones skin next to you. Their smell. Sometimes you don't even have to touch... just knowing they should be there and understanding they can't is what makes you miss them the most.
"Breathe in, breathe out. Tell me all of your doubt. And everybody bleeds this way, just the same. Breathe in, Breathe our. Move on and break down. If everyone goes away, I would stay."
